Friday, April 25, 2025

Morning by Morning, April 25, 2025 - “My Lord and My God!”—From Thomas’ Deepest Doubts to Highest Faith

 

Morning by Morning, April 25, 2025 - “My Lord and My God!”—From Thomas’ Deepest Doubts to Highest Faith


Good morning, Lord Jesus. As I seek to do each day, I speak out Your name and listen for Your voice, here in my heart, in the communion of prayer (John 10:27). ...


“Now Thomas, called the Twin, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. The other disciples therefore said to him, ‘We have seen the Lord!’


“So he said to them, ‘Unless I see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe.’


“And after eight days His disciples were again inside, and Thomas with them. Jesus came, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, ‘Peace to you!’ Then He said to Thomas, ‘Reach your finger here, and look at My hands; and reach your hand here, and put it into My side. Do not be unbelieving, but believing.’


“And Thomas answered and said to Him, ‘My Lord and my God!’


“Jesus said to him, ‘Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed’” (John 20:24-29).


Poor Thomas. He’s been labelled throughout all the centuries since that moment of unbelieving as “Doubting Thomas.” He had to see to believe. He had to touch to believe.


Yet, when he had his personal encounter with You, an encounter with the Risen Lord, he fell to his knees and cried out from his spirit, “My Lord and my God!”


That’s actually the highest declaration of the Deity of Jesus as One with God the Father in all the Bible: “My Lord and my God!”


In one encounter, You took his deepest doubts and turned them into a declaration of highest faith.


You’re the turnaround God. You turn it all around if we will trust in You. You turn it all around if we will believe in You. You change our “unbelieving” into “believing.”


You give us “beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garments of praise for the spirit of heaviness” (Isaiah 61:3). Then, You establish us as “trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that He may be gloried (to) rebuild the old ruins, (to) raise up the former devastations, (to) repair the ruined cities, the desolations of many generations” (v. 4). Then, You name us as “priests of the Lord ... servants of our God (so that) instead (our) shame, You (give us) double honor” (v. 6-7).


Turnaround God, turn my doubts into declarations. Turn my failures into faith. Turn my stubbornness into servanthood. May I become one of Your “trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that (You) may be gloried”—not “unbelieving, but believing.”


In my encounters with You, I may not get to see You in Person like Thomas did. But I can choose to believe like Thomas did. And I can embrace Your blessing for all who believe throughout every generation since Thomas, whether we see You in Person or not: “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”


By the power of Your grace, moving me to faith, I do choose to believe. I do choose to declare, “My Lord and my God!” In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.


Be encouraged today. In the love of Jesus, Tommy Hays


My friend, may you choose to believe in your encounters with Jesus, letting Him change your doubts into declarations of your faith to live your life serving Him that He may be glorified through you, in Jesus' name. God bless you, my friend! And you have a great day!


Click Here to Listen to Today's Prayer:

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Tommy Hays | Messiah Ministries

502 North Milam Street

Fredericksburg, Texas 78624


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“Setting hearts free to be all they were created to be

—Free to Be Like Jesus—

secure in their identity, growing in maturity, fulfilling their destiny"

Please Keep us in Prayer for These

Messiah Ministries Events

Every Tuesday Night

Teaching my 9 Month Equipping Course Free to Be Like Jesus! at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas. 6:00PM Central Time

Zoom link available by request to my email.

Based on My Book, Free to Be Like Jesus:

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org


April 30-May 18

Return Travel to Pakistan for Ministry in Pattoki, Karachi, and Lahore, Pakistan! Please cover us in prayer for another Outpouring of the Holy Spirit! Please consider supporting our Messiah Ministries Christian School we started this year for children from the brick kilns and villages. Write for details:

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

May 22-25

Preaching and Ministry at Olney, Illinois First Methodist Church with my great friend Pastor Jeff Bealmear


June 2

Speaking with the Mason, Texas Intercessory Prayer Group on the Day of Pentecost


June 9

Preaching the Sunday Morning Services at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas


June 16-29

Teaching at Selah Men's Ministry Retreat in Cloudcroft, New Mexico


July 9

Speaking at San Antonio Day Aglow Lighthouse Meeting 10am. All are welcome!


July 11-13

Preaching at Aldersgate Renewal Ministries Regional Meeting at Grafton Methodist Church, St. Paris, Ohio


July 28-August 4

Making plans of returning to Preach Crusades and minister in Kenol, Kenya and Nyrie, Kenya with Pastor Jeff Bealmear and Team


August 18-26

Preaching Crusades and Ministry in return ministry to Cartagena, Colombia


Wednesday Mornings

Leading Online Restoration Ministry Sessions for Online Connect Groups of MorningStar Ministries from around the world by appointment.

 

Personal Ministry Appointments

Spiritual Direction Sessions and Personal Prayer Ministry Sessions of Inner Healing & Spiritual Freedom by Appointment in Person and Online through Zoom.

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

 Sessions are without set cost and all contributions help support the calling and vision of Messiah Ministries.

https://messiah-ministries.org/partner/contribute

Free On-line Video Series: Setting Hearts Free! 

My Core Teaching and Ministry

https://messiah-ministries.org/resources

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

Thursday, April 24, 2025

Morning by Morning, April 22, 2025 - Filled Afresh with the Breath of the Holy Spirit

 

Morning by Morning, April 22, 2025 - Filled Afresh with the Breath of the Holy Spirit


Good morning, Lord Jesus. My spirit arises to greet Your Spirit, here in these first moments of my morning.


“And when (Jesus) had said this, He breathed on them, and said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit’” (John 20:22).


Breathe on me, Holy Spirit of God. Breathe on me, “Spirit of Jesus Christ” (Philippians 1:19). Fill me afresh with a fresh breath of Your Spirit. As Your Word says, and even commands of us, “Be filled with the Spirit” (Ephesians 5:18).


Fill my lungs with Your praise. Fill my heart with Your passions. Fill my mind with Your thoughts. Fill my mouth with Your words. Fill my spirit with Your Spirit. Let Your Presence infuse my soul—my “whole spirit, soul, and body” (1 Thessalonians 5:23).


By the power of Your grace, I embrace Your invitation to “Receive the Holy Spirit.” I receive renewed life, renewed passion, renewed determination to seek Your face, to follow Your ways, to be the child of God and disciple of Christ You created me and called me to be--not in my strength but in Your power, not in my goodness but in Your righteousness.


“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to (Your) mercy (You) have saved us, through the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit” (Titus 3:5).


“Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit, says the Lord of hosts” (Zechariah 4:6).


Increase my capacity to breathe in Your Spirit, as You breathe on me. Fill me afresh that You can overflow anew through me this day and every day. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.


Be encouraged today. In the love of Jesus, Tommy Hays


My friend, may you be filled afresh with the Breath of God, filled up and overflowing with the Holy Spirit today and every day, in Jesus' name. God bless you, my friend! And you have a great day!


Click Here to Listen to Today's Prayer:

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Tommy Hays | Messiah Ministries

502 North Milam Street

Fredericksburg, Texas 78624


Please share this word to encourage a friend!

Anyone can sign up for free at:

https://messiah-ministries.org


My Books on Inner Healing, Spiritual Freedom and Spiritual Intimacy with God are Available on Amazon: 

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays


“Setting hearts free to be all they were created to be

—Free to Be Like Jesus—

secure in their identity, growing in maturity, fulfilling their destiny"

Please Keep us in Prayer for These

Messiah Ministries Events

Every Tuesday Night

Teaching my 9 Month Equipping Course Free to Be Like Jesus! at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas. 6:00PM Central Time

Zoom link available by request to my email.

Based on My Book, Free to Be Like Jesus:

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org


April 30-May 18

Return Travel to Pakistan for Ministry in Pattoki, Karachi, and Lahore, Pakistan! Please cover us in prayer for another Outpouring of the Holy Spirit! Please consider supporting our Messiah Ministries Christian School we started this year for children from the brick kilns and villages. Write for details:

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

May 22-25

Preaching and Ministry at Olney, Illinois First Methodist Church with my great friend Pastor Jeff Bealmear



June 3-9

Preaching Evangelistic Crusades and Ministry as we return to Cartagena, Colombia


June 2

Speaking with the Mason, Texas Intercessory Prayer Group on the Day of Pentecost


June 9

Preaching the Sunday Morning Services at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas


June 16-29

Teaching at Selah Men's Ministry Retreat in Cloudcroft, New Mexico


July 9

Speaking at San Antonio Day Aglow Lighthouse Meeting 10am. All are welcome!


July 11-13

Preaching at Aldersgate Renewal Ministries Regional Meeting at Grafton Methodist Church, St. Paris, Ohio


July 28-August 4

Making plans of returning to Preach Crusades and minister in Kenol, Kenya and Nyrie, Kenya with Pastor Jeff Bealmear and Team


End of August

Preaching Crusades and Ministry in return ministry to Cartagena, Colombia


Wednesday Mornings

Leading Online Restoration Ministry Sessions for Online Connect Groups of MorningStar Ministries from around the world by appointment.

 

Personal Ministry Appointments

Spiritual Direction Sessions and Personal Prayer Ministry Sessions of Inner Healing & Spiritual Freedom by Appointment in Person and Online through Zoom.

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

 Sessions are without set cost and all contributions help support the calling and vision of Messiah Ministries.

https://messiah-ministries.org/partner/contribute

Free On-line Video Series: Setting Hearts Free! 

My Core Teaching and Ministry

https://messiah-ministries.org/resources

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Morning by Morning, April 23, 2025 - Sent in the Power of the Holy Spirit and the Name of Jesus

 

Morning by Morning, April 23, 2025 - Sent in the Power of the Holy Spirit and the Name of Jesus

 

Good morning, Lord Jesus. Fill me with Your Spirit and lead me in Your way. ...


“When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ After He said this, He showed them His hands and His side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.


“Jesus said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. As the Father has sent Me, so I send you.’ When He had said this, He breathed on them and said to them. ‘Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained’” (John 20:19-23).


Just as our Father raised You from the dead by the power of the Holy Spirit, that same Spirit now lives in us, now raises us into newness of life in You (Romans 8:11). And just as the Father sent You, so You send us. Just as the Father sent You to proclaim the Good News of the Gospel of the Kingdom of God in the settings and opportunities You set before each of us, You continue to demonstrate its power through us as You send us—all in the authority and the power of Your Spirit.


As You are, so are we to be in this world (1 John 4:17). We are the “body of Christ” (1 Corinthians 12:27). We are filled with the “Spirit of Christ” (Romans 8:9). And now we continue the “ministry of Christ” through our lives for Your glory in Your name (Romans 16:13; Matthew 28:18-20).


All who truly believe in You will continue to honor and obey You by doing the works that You did in the same power of the Holy Spirit You had when You walked this earth. “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father” (John 14:12).


“And (Jesus) said to them, ‘Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover’” (Mark 16:15-18).


It's not our power, our authority, our goodness or righteousness, but Your power, Your authority released through us, as we’re obedient and faithful to You to go where wherever and however You send us. “As the Father has sent (You), so (You) send (us)” (John 20:21).


Though You were crucified, dead and buried, raised from the death, and ascended into heaven, You are now with us always (Matthew 28:20). Your Spirit—“the Spirit of Jesus Christ”—is with us and within us (Philippians 1:19). Your Spirit empowers us and sends us today and every day, as You confirm Your Word and Your will through us in Your name and for Your glory.


Here I am, Lord. Send me today. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.



Be encouraged today. In the love of Jesus, Tommy Hays


My friend, may you be empowered every day by the same Spirit who raised Jesus from the dead to go everywhere and every way He sends you as for His glory through your life, in Jesus' name. God bless you, my friend! And you have a great day!


Click Here to Listen to Today's Prayer:

https://www.buzzsprout.com/2375760


Tommy Hays | Messiah Ministries

502 North Milam Street

Fredericksburg, Texas 78624


Please share this word to encourage a friend!

Anyone can sign up for free at:

https://messiah-ministries.org


My Books on Inner Healing, Spiritual Freedom and Spiritual Intimacy with God are Available on Amazon: 

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays


“Setting hearts free to be all they were created to be

—Free to Be Like Jesus—

secure in their identity, growing in maturity, fulfilling their destiny"

Thank you for your prayers for a wonderful move of the Holy Spirit in our hearts, lifting Jesus and the victory of His Resurrection, preaching Easter Sunrise Service at The Empty Cross, The Coming King Sculpture Prayer Garden in Kerrville, Texas. Here's the FB Live posting:

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BaLgygJhE/

Please Keep us in Prayer for These

Messiah Ministries Events

Every Tuesday Night

Teaching my 9 Month Equipping Course Free to Be Like Jesus! at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas. 6:00PM Central Time

Zoom link available by request to my email.

Based on My Book, Free to Be Like Jesus:

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org


April 30-May 18

Return Travel to Pakistan for Ministry in Pattoki, Karachi, and Lahore, Pakistan! Please cover us in prayer for another Outpouring of the Holy Spirit! Please consider supporting our Messiah Ministries Christian School we started this year for children from the brick kilns and villages. Write for details:

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

May 22-25

Preaching and Ministry at Olney, Illinois First Methodist Church with my great friend Pastor Jeff Bealmear



June 3-9

Preaching Evangelistic Crusades and Ministry as we return to Cartagena, Colombia


June 2

Speaking with the Mason, Texas Intercessory Prayer Group on the Day of Pentecost leading in a Prayer Experience of "Praying the Tabernacle - Embracing the Intimacy of our Dwelling Place in God"


June 9

Preaching the Sunday Morning Services at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas


June 16-29

Teaching at Selah Men's Ministry Retreat in Cloudcroft, New Mexico


July 9

Speaking at San Antonio Day Aglow Lighthouse Meeting 10am. All are welcome!


July 11-13

Preaching at Aldersgate Renewal Ministries Regional Meeting at Grafton Methodist Church, St. Paris, Ohio


July 28-August 4

Making plans of returning to Preach Crusades and minister in Kenol, Kenya and Nyrie, Kenya with Pastor Jeff Bealmear and Team


End of August

Preaching Crusades and Ministry in return ministry to Cartagena, Colombia


Wednesday Mornings

Leading Online Restoration Ministry Sessions for Online Connect Groups of MorningStar Ministries from around the world by appointment.

 

Personal Ministry Appointments

Spiritual Direction Sessions and Personal Prayer Ministry Sessions of Inner Healing & Spiritual Freedom by Appointment in Person and Online through Zoom.

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

 Sessions are without set cost and all contributions help support the calling and vision of Messiah Ministries.

https://messiah-ministries.org/partner/contribute

Free On-line Video Series: Setting Hearts Free! 

My Core Teaching and Ministry

https://messiah-ministries.org/resources

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

Tuesday, April 22, 2025

Morning by Morning, April 22, 2025 - Our Personal Journey on our Spiritual Walk to Emmaus with Jesus

 

Morning by Morning, April 22, 2025 - Our Personal Journey on our Spiritual Walk to Emmaus with Jesus


Good morning, Lord Jesus. Open the eyes of my heart to see You—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit of God—as I look and listen for Your leading today. ...


“Now on that same day two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem, and talking with each other about all these things that had happened. While they were talking and discussing, Jesus himself came near and went with them, but their eyes were kept from recognizing Him.


“And He said to them, ‘What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?’ They stood still, looking sad. Then one of them, whose name was Cleopas, answered Him, ‘Are You the only stranger in Jerusalem who does not know the things that have taken place there in these days?’ He asked them, ‘What things?’ They replied, ‘The things about Jesus of Nazareth, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people, and how our chief priests and leaders handed Him over to be condemned to death and crucified Him.


“But we had hoped that He was the one to redeem Israel. Yes, and besides all this, it is now the third day since these things took place. Moreover, some women of our group astounded us. They were at the tomb early this morning, and when they did not find His body there, they came back and told us that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who said that He was alive. Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said, but they did not see Him.


“Then He said to them, ‘Oh, how foolish you are and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared! Was it not necessary that the Messiah should suffer these things and then enter into His glory?’ Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, He interpreted to them the things about himself in all the Scriptures.


As they came near the village to which they were going, He walked ahead as if He were going on. But they urged Him strongly, saying, ‘Stay with us, because it is almost evening and the day is now nearly over.’ So He went in to stay with them. When He was at the table with them, He took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized Him, and He vanished from their sight. They said to each other, ‘Were not our hearts burning within us while He was talking to us on the road, while He was opening the Scriptures to us?” (Luke 24:13-32).


The two disciples on their walk to Emmaus, after all the events of the Cross, had known You and loved You. But in their grief and sorrow and disappointment, they couldn’t see You. They “had hoped” that You were the Messiah, but now they thought all their hopes and dreams were shattered (v. 21). They had even heard stories of Your resurrection, but they were still “slow of heart to believe” (v. 22-25). Even when You came alongside them, they couldn’t sense that it was You, they couldn’t recognize Your voice, even though they had had such a personal relationship with You.


That may be a picture of many of us at times along our journey of faith. We know You, we have a real and personal relationship with You, we know the stories of Your resurrection; but at the same time, down deep inside, we still find ourselves “slow of heart to believe.” When our dreams and hopes are shattered, when we find our prayers unanswered, when we find ourselves in those times of grief and sorrow and disappointment, we find it hard to see You and hear You and even recognize and remember that You are with us—that You’re with us “always,” just like You promised (Matthew 28:24), that Your sheep “hear (Your) voice,” just like You said (John 10:3).


But even in those times—maybe even especially in those times—You come near and go with us (Luke 24:15). You come in and dine with us in the communion of our hearts if we’ll invite You in to come abide with us, as we keep choosing to abide in You (v. 29). Just as You did with those two discouraged disciples who desperately needed an encounter with You, You’re always ready to come in and commune with all who would “urge (You) strongly” to come and stay (v. 29).


In the breaking of the bread with them, “their eyes were opened, and they recognized (You)” (v. 30-31). In the breaking of the Bread of the Word of God with them, “(You) interpreted to them the things about (Yourself) in all the Scriptures” (v. 27). Then their hearts burned within them with fresh fire and fresh faith, in renewed hope and awakening excitement, from their personal encounter in Your Presence with Your Word (v. 32).


Thank You for walking with me on my journey with You, Lord Jesus. Thank You for opening up the Word of God to me, for revealing Yourself in Your Scriptures to me, “beginning with Moses and all the prophets” (v. 27). Thank You for coming to abide within me, for opening the eyes of my heart to see You, for making me more and more sensitive in my spirit to hear You voice in my heart. Thank You for the grace and faith to believe in my heart from my personal encounters in Your Presence with Your Word and by Your Spirit that “the Lord has risen indeed!” (v. 34) And thank You that every day You want to arise in me! Thank You that all this is part of the resurrection lifestyle You have for me and all who seek to embrace You and journey with You. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.


Be encouraged today. In the love of Jesus, Tommy Hays


My friend, may the eyes of your heart be opened to the love and truth of God and His Word in the Presence of Jesus on spiritual journey with Him every day, in Jesus' name. God bless you, my friend! And you have a great day!


Click Here to Listen to Today's Prayer:

https://www.buzzsprout.com/2375760


Tommy Hays | Messiah Ministries

502 North Milam Street

Fredericksburg, Texas 78624


Please share this word to encourage a friend!

Anyone can sign up for free at:

https://messiah-ministries.org


My Books on Inner Healing, Spiritual Freedom and Spiritual Intimacy with God are Available on Amazon: 

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays


“Setting hearts free to be all they were created to be

—Free to Be Like Jesus—

secure in their identity, growing in maturity, fulfilling their destiny"

Thank you for your prayers for a wonderful move of the Holy Spirit in our hearts, lifting Jesus and the victory of His Resurrection, preaching Easter Sunrise Service at The Empty Cross, The Coming King Sculpture Prayer Garden in Kerrville, Texas. Here's the FB Live posting:

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BaLgygJhE/

Please Keep us in Prayer for These

Messiah Ministries Events

Every Tuesday Night

Teaching my 9 Month Equipping Course Free to Be Like Jesus! at Bridge Church Fredericksburg, Texas. 6:00PM Central Time

Zoom link available by request to my email.

Based on My Book, Free to Be Like Jesus:

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org


April 30-May 18

Return Travel to Pakistan for Ministry in Pattoki, Karachi, and Lahore, Pakistan! Please cover us in prayer for another Outpouring of the Holy Spirit!


May 22-25

Preaching and Ministry at Olney, Illinois First Methodist Church with my great friend Pastor Jeff Bealmear



June 3-9

Preaching Evangelistic Crusades and Ministry as we return to Cartagena, Colombia


June 2

Speaking with the Mason, Texas Intercessory Prayer Group on the Day of Pentecost leading in a Prayer Experience of "Praying the Tabernacle - Embracing the Intimacy of our Dwelling Place in God"


June 16-29

Teaching at Selah Men's Ministry Retreat in Cloudcroft, New Mexico


July 9

Speaking at San Antonio Day Aglow Lighthouse Meeting 10am. All are welcome!


July 11-13

Preaching at Aldersgate Renewal Ministries Regional Meeting at Grafton Methodist Church, St. Paris, Ohio


July 28-August 4

Making plans of returning to Preach Crusades and minister in Kenol, Kenya and Nyrie, Kenya with Pastor Jeff Bealmear and Team


End of August

Preaching Crusades and Ministry in return ministry to Cartagena, Colombia


Wednesday Mornings

Leading Online Restoration Ministry Sessions for Online Connect Groups of MorningStar Ministries from around the world by appointment.

 

Personal Ministry Appointments

Spiritual Direction Sessions and Personal Prayer Ministry Sessions of Inner Healing & Spiritual Freedom by Appointment in Person and Online through Zoom.

tommyhays@messiah-ministries.org

 Sessions are without set cost and all contributions help support the calling and vision of Messiah Ministries.

https://messiah-ministries.org/partner/contribute

Free On-line Video Series: Setting Hearts Free! 

My Core Teaching and Ministry

https://messiah-ministries.org/resources

https://www.amazon.com/author/tommyhays